So, this day I had my first appointment with Dr. Albacht (my Nutritional Response Tester) in about 6 weeks. I know in my gut that it was not going to be a positive experience. It was already obvious to me that my body was not working well.
Well, it started off badly from the start. My whole system was blocked. That's never good. The one great thing that happened was that I did get off of 5 supplements. That means my body has healed or is no long deficient in certain areas. Then, the news that broke me emotionally. My body was testing for the need of my potassium peals again. That just scares me and makes me fear that my health is backsliding and that maybe I'm not meant to heal. At this point I just started crying. I couldn't hold back my sadness, frustration or my fear any more. Dr. Albracht then tested me for a mineral supplement that people test positive for when they have suffered major loss like the death of a close family member and stuff. I not only tested for it, but I tested for 4 capsules of them a day!
I really wanted to do something for the kids since I had pretty much neglected them for the past two day. Therefore, on the way home we stopped off at a free water spot splash park. We stayed there for almost 2 hours.
Aaron was a very generous man when he got home. He immediately took the kids out to eat and that allowed me to get straight to cooking my soup so that I could have a go to food for the next week. It also allowed me to get to tackling the worst disaster area on my house - the kitchen.
I very much enjoyed feeling productive. It's something that makes me feel purposeful and productive. I only wish I could find a balance between wanting to be super productive and interacting with my kids. I either need to be enlighted on how to blend the two or on how to balance them. I went to bed feeling good.
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